Things which can never be deciphered.

Life's been getting depressing as time passes, and I'm trying to stay positive.

I've been getting quieter and just keep to myself, except at times when I manage to let out a weak smile.

I went to the temple to seek some advice, and the interpretation was:

For the present moment, there will be some difficulties, be patient and wait a while.


I will try to heed this advice, and I'm trying to believe. Really. Sometimes, I hate myself that I'm so mentally weak, and physically weak as well.

Guide me through all of these, please.