Things which can never be deciphered.

Life's been getting depressing as time passes, and I'm trying to stay positive.

I've been getting quieter and just keep to myself, except at times when I manage to let out a weak smile.

I went to the temple to seek some advice, and the interpretation was:

For the present moment, there will be some difficulties, be patient and wait a while.


I will try to heed this advice, and I'm trying to believe. Really. Sometimes, I hate myself that I'm so mentally weak, and physically weak as well.

Guide me through all of these, please.

I've learn how to treasure.

It's been 2 months, and I'm still not used to this whole thing.

One thing that I've learnt since the past 8 weeks is that I've learned to treasure my parents, and relatives and my brother, not to mention friends as well. All these things, including my home which I've been taking it for granted for so many years.

I get depressed real easily, and trying to listen and singing songs to lift up my moods, and not mention that I've injured my back for the past one week and it hasn't recover for already 1 month.

I'll try my best to blog every weekend. I really don't know what's in store for me for the future.