Cannot blog.

I cannot blog for the past week because my computer failed me, and it was sent to repair. Many things have happened and I will blog about it once my computer comes back.

Sigh, the blog template may have to redo all over again because there is a possibility that my computer would have to reformat.

Shall blog next time.

Bad..

France lost the World Cup. I dont understand why Henry was subsituted and Zidane was head-butting the opponent (Don't push the blame on Zidane for losing the World Cup.).

And today's Mother Tongue Oral wasn't very realistic. My reading of the passage of pretty fluent with emotions, but when it came to the conversation, I wasn't pretty much prepared. If my mind serves me right, the question asked: "Do you prefer traditional greeting cards or modern cards (email)?" I was stunned. I believe I didn't do very well but I did not use any English.

Let's just hope I will do well and get a good grade for my Mother Tongue.

Thanks and gratitude.

Today's D&T was a disaster but it ended unexpectedly for me. I was extremely angry with some of them because of their inane excuses and being irate, I cancelled the whole thing. Someone then asked me why I cancelled it, and I threw everything I felt over the past few months on him. Clearly remorseful, he went around telling people.

At around 3pm+, Liang Zhi called me to meet him at the foot of my block and said he wanted to talk to me. Totally oblivious of what was happening, I was shocked when I saw the D&T members there, with a D-I-Y card for me. Stunned to say anything, touched deep inside. Inside the card was written with so many apologies that I lost count of them.

I went back home and brought my D&T stuff and went to do my folio with them. Felt pretty awkward, but touched.

Too stunned to say anything, but just wanna say thanks to them!



And regarding about the previous posts, Jun Ping talked to me for quite sometime. I realise that there weren't any malicious intentions, but perhaps I was too vulnerable. And I wish to thank those who gave me advice; Janna, Angie, Sin Wee, Shi Li, Daniel, Jun Ping, Jia Yi, Yan Tong and Khai Theng. (Sorry if I forgot any names.)

Just wanna express my gratitude and thanks to the people in this post.



Oh and by the way, support France in World Cup! They will wrap up the world's prestigious cup for the second time! :)

"Football is unpredictable. World Cup Final is even more so."

Your dumb comments ruined me.

After a stupid comment made by a female whom I never expected to say such things, it seriously felt like 10,000 needles piercing through the flesh and my heart.

I'm now emotionally and psychologically hurt by what she said.

This particular friend said things like:

"Your face looks disgusting, I suggest you should do something to your face before you have a relationship."

"I don't think girls will kiss you."


She, who used to be my crush shattered my heart into smithereens and I totally lost all respect for her.


Saying to someone whose acne scars are worse and nobody will wants you is equivalent to saying to someone whose parents has just died and it serves him/her right.


Rubbing salt into wounds.

She later wondered if she said those things were extremely bad. I gave a faking smile and went to the toilet. I shedded tears. (We were doing some school work in a particular place.)

I walked past many flats when I wanted to reach home, and I secretly hoped that killer litter would happen and numb my feelings. It didn't happened though.


If such comments continue to go on, you probably will see my animosity, or I may explode.

(And don't give me shit like you're joking.)