Hey. (Not really in an excited tone.)

I like to pen down thoughts in this hour, it feels great. You know, recently I've known that one of my friends write about his experiences everyday in a journal without fail. I was kinda surprised that people still do that, and he reasoned that each entry he makes in his journal, he would read it some other day, because he might interpret it differently.

For example, if I'm angry and I pen down my thoughts, it will be a different kind of feeling when I read it some other days later, when I'll probably be in a different mood.

I thought it was a pretty good idea, though I might do it too. Perhaps blog is enough? :)


Oh yes, I went to India for 3 weeks some time ago. It was actually a cultural shock. But the impact was there. Too bad I was there not as a tourist, but I would love to visit India again. It's really amazing.

You know, it's been a terrible week for me. Someone whom I thought I was right to trust, I guess I was wrong all along. But perhaps there shouldn't be blame at all.

Maybe it's just a vicious cycle.

I'm still feeling a bit lost every now and then, but I hope I'm getting there. I guess I need a nudge in the right direction.

Did I mention about this dream I had yesterday? I dreamt that I died, on the battlefield. I proned down when I saw 2 tanks firing at me. I manage to dodge few of its attacks but I still die. I saw this bright white light, and then.. I woke up.

I went to check on the internet, and this is what it said about someone dreaming about ownself dying:

"To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life."

Ah, perhaps that's why..