Happy New Year! It's 2009!

Thanks for all the compliments on the previous post! Glad that you guys like it!


School term has started it has been quite a bore. But it's still holiday seasons in most parts of the world..

So I shall end this year with an autobiography, and also a quick take of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz to start off 2009!



Hope you guys like it!


Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year!

Looking back from the end of the year.

It's going to be 2009 soon as December approaches closely to an end. And soon, I'll be turning 20. I hate being 20 soon, because it makes me feel old. Yes people, by the time I turn 50, it'll probably makes me feel ancient.

I'm still 19, and before I move on to the 20s, I like to be in cerebration to think about what has happened to me during the past decade, and how I look forward to the next world of 20s.

So let's start the ball rolling, with the series of events in tongue-in-cheek AND IT'S ALL ABOUT ME..

When I was 4 years old, I was the hot favourite among my mom's friends. I wonder why:

Somehow, I was lusting for something.

YES I AM HERE!

Waiting impatiently.

I had my cheeks being pinched almost every single day, which probably explains my pimple face.

I didn't really like food and was rather picky about it. My mom kept asking the doctor how to make me grow fatter. The doctor couldn't help much.

But when I was 10 years old, my mom's wish came true:

YES, I'm the one of the left.

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

OH-MY-GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never knew I looked so hot.

Like seriously. Like totally.

The first thing I could have ask myself was: WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED TO YOU?

I don't know what happened to me, but my only excuses are puberty and the impact it had on me when I changed from Tampines North Primary School (an awesome school by the way) to Compassvale Primary School.

And my mom went to the doctor and asked: Can you make my son grow thinner?

I was as fat as a pig, and was incorrigibly lazy. My days in Compassvale Primary School was to slack all the way. Up till now, I have no recollection of my studying days, if I had any.

So at the age of 12 years old, I did badly for my Primary School Leaving Examinations (PSLE), with an aggregate score of 186.

I enrolled into Normal Academic of 5 years of secondary education in North Vista Secondary School.

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At the age of 13, I was nicknamed a Panda by Han Wen and Jeremy. The nickname has been associated with me ever since.

Joined Choir.

Under the wings of Mr Francis Liew, I've never looked back since.

At the age of 14, my slacking attitude continued, and I was enrolled in a class named 3N2.

At the age of 16, I had to face my first hurdle: 'N' levels. It was extremely difficult for me, because of the stigma associated with the class, and delinquents were in and out of the class, making the morale of the class low.

I managed to work very hard for my 'N' levels.

I scored 6 points in total, and I was very proud of myself of achieving the scores.

I was already in choir, and it was totally awesome.

At the age of 17, it was the most important year of my life. I had to overcome 'O' levels. Another extremely difficult year, because of the stigma you face again, and being the worst class to take 'O' levels didn't help. And you have to be positive against those naysayers.

I did my best for the 'O' levels, despite not being pleased with some of the performance.

'O' levels results.

I made a controversial decision to choose polytechnic over junior college. It was the toughest decision of my life. You know that kind of feeling when you feel you wanted to give it a shot despite being against the odds, and you've got only limited choices to choose from in polytechnic.

I also took my dream sport: Diving.

I look totally hot in wetsuits. Like seriously.

Got a silver for Choir..

Performed at the Golden Jubilee.

At the age of 18, I went to Nanyang Polytechnic studying Visual Communication.

The proudest work that I've done.

At the age of 19......I managed to go to Cambodia to do voluntary work.

and this year, 2008..there were so many versions of me.

Looking... err.. provocative?

Looking crazy.

Looking innocent.

Looking hot.

But regardless of what image I portrays, I am still me. And I don't know what 2009 holds for me, but I'm excited.

And thanks for supporting this blog all these while.. you guys are very much loved!

So I shall show you a recent face of mine, which is still as awesome as always of course...and also..

JAMESLANCER.BLOGSPOT.COM WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

Spice up my room.

I'm finally getting a new room of my own, and since I have to improvise with whatever I have:

Blue and yellow furniture and marble flooring:

Colours above are a bit similar to the hues of the colours of my furniture. 

Thankfully, my parents are open to the colours I choose for my room, with the only condition that the main colour of the room must not be dark and the choice of only 1 colour.

I figured out the various colour combinations, and with red out of the question, I decided to choose...

Orange.

I'm fine with any hues of orange, and I thought the colour would contrast well with the improvisation. So I guess I'll let my mom decide for me.

Let's see what does orange means...

Advantages:

1. One of the healing colours.

2. Stimulates enthusiasm and creativity.

3. Vitality with endurance.

4. Relief from things becoming too serious.

5. To spice things up when things become draggy.

6. Be more involved in something.

7. Lady luck's colour is Orange.

Disadvantages:

1. It is said to increase the craving for food.

That's such a disadvantage for me! I don't want to grow as round as an orange! (pun intended) I guess I will have to put up a NO FOOD AND DRINKS sign on my room door!

Goodbye N70, Hello...........

I've been using Nokia N70 since I was in Secondary 5 and it had weathered many storms in my life. My N70 was simply perfect, and it wasn't also a smartphone. I should even called it a toughphone.

Being rather rough at handling stuff, with droplets of falling getting in to my N70, and forgetting the countless impact that it has sustained for the past few years. Its body was falling apart and torn, and it became unsightly. Yet its heart stood till the test of time, till now.

Its screen went blank.

Despite its screen being blank, I was able to make phone calls only when I know the caller's number.

Still, it brought lots of trouble for me. So I decided to search for a phone that I liked, and I was thankful for N70, so I decided to choose something along the line of the N Series.

I've fallen for something that's bigger. Something that is darker.

The N95 8 GB.

Yes, I've fallen in love with this phone! It's kinda bulky, but it suits me I guess!

Simply love it!

'N' levels results..

Just wanna wish my brother all the best for his 'N' level results this coming thursday..

Hopefully he will do well.

Bad hair days..

I'm having my 2 weeks break now, yet I've still got submissions that need to be handed in.


Life's been rather stale and I really cannot understand how we can live life to the fullest. I mean, each and every single one of us are being plagued by problems and work.


Sigh, I desperately need money and I'm seriously getting really stressed over my schoolwork and job. To be perfectly honest, I haven't really taken a good break since my polytechnic life. And how I wish I can simply relax during the 2 weeks/2 month break.


And recently I've been feeling rather irritated when some people commented how I should have written this, or how should I written that. I even had people challenging me to type this, put this and whatsoever. Thanks for the intentions, but perhaps you should be reminded that this is my blog, and I write accordng to my own will, and would not like to be threatened in any way.


I'm quite unhappy the way life is, but I'll try to lean towards the bright side of life.

In a relationship..

I've been bombarded with questions by so many people, because I simply changed my status to "In a relationship".

The fact is that technically speaking I am in a relationship. And if you guys are regulars in my blog, you should know who I am attracted to...

Yes, it's Sok Pheap..

It's kinda like a long-distance relationship. But we'll see how it goes.

Right now, I'm happy!

It's our god-forsaken right to be loved.

I finally had the time and mood to blog.

Let's see, my life has been revolving around projects, and I find it really pathetic that my life is being ruled by deadlines.


Speaking of which, I've been rather indignant and irritated recently. So much so that I feel like shouting to that person. It's so stupid of me to be taken for granted and still be nonchalant about it.

I haven't been singing much in class, but let me tell you the feeling's back! I haven't been hearing good songs until I heard Jason Mraz's I'm Yours.

I just feel like singing every now and then! I like the song so much that I wanna do a recording/video on it!

Just in case if anyone is reading this, is there any girls out there who wanna do a duet with me of a song called "Lucky" by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat?!

A tribute to my granduncle..

It was the death of my granduncle a few weeks ago, and at that same week I decided to record a song for my granduncle as a form of tribute.

And so, I chose a song named Dance With My Father by the late Luther Vandross.


It was extremely difficult to sing this song, because it was the week of mourning and griefing and I wasn't totally in the mood to sing. The worst part was breaking down while singing, especially the lyrics:

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me


It somehow made me think of my aunts mourning and weeping for my granduncle.

Finally after many hours of recording and numerous retakes, I managed to record it smoothly. The recording wasn't perfect, but I did my best at that point of time.


If you had heard of the original song Dance With My Father by Luther Vandross, you would have known that our direction for the song is different. However, I really hope that my rendition of the song will do some justice to the great man himself.

If possible, do give me some feedback and ratings for the song ya? Thanks.




Granduncle, I know that you will hear this song somehow. I hope you know that all of us will remember and love you. This is for you, Granduncle..


Dance With My Father - Luther Vandross




Lyrics:

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved


If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again


When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me


If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again


Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother how she cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me


I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream




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Happy Birthday Mom!

Happy 48th Birthday Mom!!!

I pray and wish that you will be forever blissful and have a longevity life. If possible, I would hope that we'll make it rich someday so that life will not be as tough anymore.

Remember that your sons are always with you and love you, and once again, Happy Birthday Mom! You're the best mother in the world, and cannot be compared!


Happy Birthday to Aunt Caroline as well!

P.S: I realise it's Britney Spear's birthday as well!

Who gives you the right to kill the innocent?

I've been feeling sad over the death of a Singaporean who was held hostage by terrorists in Mumbai. I don't know her personally, but I somehow felt sad because she was part of the countrymen.

The sole survivor of the group of terrorists even said: "Please I don't want to die!" What a stupid comment, after being involved in the killing of more than 200 people, many whom are innocent. He's going to be charged for killing these people anyway. Don't worry, I'll pray for you to enter and rot in hell for killing the innocent. Best still: Your soul be perished forever, without leaving a single trace of your existence.


And to those people who died, rest in peace..

And also, rest in peace, Lo Hoei Yen..