Internet finally reconnects.

Sorry readers, my internet was disconnected weeks ago and couldn't blog. Many things has happened in school.

For my prelim results: L1R4= 23.

As for Science Practical, I nearly screwed up for Physics but fortunately, God helped me to tide over it. As for Chemistry, everything went smoothly except that I wrote Copper(II) Chloride. It was correct, except that being a smart-alec, I cancelled it and wrote Lead(II) Chloride. Oh well.

During the study breaks, almost all the teachers gave us remedials which interrupted many of our schedules, including mine. That's okay, because it was meant to be beneficial. However, some teachers were no-show (but valid reasons.) What was really infuriating that it was CANCELLED, and NOT POSTPONED.

Sigh. What's even more depressing is that about my English getting a distinction. Confidence is r unning low. Sure, I may not be as good as the others, but I aim for it. My actions speak for my words. However, I wonder if it is a misunderstanding or what, but I had some previous incidents with my teacher, and my instinct told me that he is not interested in helping me achieve my goal. I told some of my friends about it, and they agree with me based on the incidents I told them.

(And if the teacher is reading this, please understand that I judge is based on the incidents I've encountered, and no hard feelings.)

I really don't know what to do. I just hope God helps me to pull through this crucial one.

Vulnerable.

Over the past few days, got back some papers, which I felt was pretty average. I haven't got back all the papers, but hopefully soon.

Many encouraging comments from people which I felt was thoughtful. But one slight insensitive comment could crumble me.

I guess the only thing now to restore my confidence and motivation is to do well for my 'O' level Maths June Paper 2006.

As for my class, I think generally speaking, the last thing on my classmates mind is probably desperation to do well for 'O' levels. They could be so happy in the midst of such critical period.
Speechless.

Starting from tomorrow onwards.

I've straightened out my thoughts and decide that regardless of what happens tomorrow of the prelims, I will take it to my stride and work hard no matter what. I will make an effort to re-plan and abolish the current plan which I had 3- weeks ago. The current one wasn't very good.

I'll plan according to my weakest subjects and my forte. Work on weakest subjects to get at least a pass, and distinction for my forte.

Thanks for the encouragement people, as over the weekend I talked to a friend called Joey. Logics and reasoning made me think. So I've straightened out my thoughts and will do my best for 'O' levels.

For those who're taking 'N' and 'O' levels, let's do our best! And not forgetting my JC peers, Joel, Kaibin and ShengJun, let's all mug for our 'N', 'O' and 'A' levels!!!


I'm going to return my prayer today with my mom in the Waterloo street temple. Speaking of prayers, I still remembered an important advice which was given to me by God when I was drawing lots of my direction of life months ago.

He gave me this advice:


"Success can only be achieved through unfailing efforts."


I heeded his advice and worked on it. Through it wasn't fruit-bearing in the prelims, I would like to think that success will come during my 'O' levels.


Also, it's Childrens' Day today and I got my very own practical present. Haha, thanks alot teacher! (Wonders if I can reveal his/her name.) Ah never mind, you know who you are, and thanks alot teacher!